No discipline

I had forgotten how bad at blogging I am. Haven't posted in ages. I'm actively procrastinating doing a presentation for Fat Face, which is in itself a procrastination for any/all college work.  

Speaking of college work, I'm DEAD excited about my brand spanking new thesis. I get to do something to do with sports and fitness which is DEADLY. I'm not sure what yet, and it probably won't get my anywhere near a decent grade, but it'll be interesting.

Still haven't gotten into a pool yet. I'M THE WORST TRIATHLETE EVER. But I've bought myself a shiny new pair of goggles, which I insisted on showing the entire pav on Friday, and flip-flops and a swim cap. I'm completely ready to go. Somebody motivate me, or push me into a pool or something.

In other news, I'm the WORST EVERYTHING EVER. I can't stop eating, or motivate myself to do anymore work-outs than the three I do with Superfit. So I've put on a whopping 3.5 pound since starting the blog. That's a sick 12,250 unburned calories!!!!

First superfit weigh-in: 9 stone 5.8 pounds
Second Weigh-in: 9 stone 6.2 pounds
Third weigh-in/mental break down: 9stone 9pound. 3 POUND IN ONE WEEK.

Needless to say I threw an absolute fit. I'm surprised I'm not barred from the studio. I've been comfort eating all weekend now too so I'll be worse this Thursday. And no, it's NOT muscle weight. NEW GOAL: 9'3 for the ball. 2 pound a week pretty much. I will pull all the engineering boys. ALL OF THEM. When I am 6 pound lighter, this will be aided by my trial of the "diet" pills on sale at superfit. Here's hoping they work.

I hate life right now....